My Shahl

It's all about my sweet friend called Shahla.. to whom I am pretty close to.. a blog which speaks about her life, zest, her whims and fancies, her pyche, her persona, her life style.. so in nutshell its just an endevour to unveil her insight to all her near ones who claim to know her better but perhaps still know her too little... so keep exploring ...

Monday, November 27, 2006

Life Partner ..

As our campaign for the family sounds coming closer, all eye brow is seen raising on me. Yesterday, our Chief editor just posed, “Ziya, you were suppose to give some good News right ?” , Hmm.. will do , just have patience. While attending his speech at Islamic centre yesterday on an Prophet Mohammed as an Ideal Husband, he kept staring me .. and just added a smile while presenting his thought provoking speech. I just felt like sharing with Shahl, and narrated how an Ideal Husband is all about. She just remarked, “good keep ur lessons on, it would help you a lot”.
Indeed I was just wondering how our Prophet was an excellent Hubby and how balance was his life in various fronts. Indeed we have lessons in his life, that’s how Quran has cited him as benefactor of Humanity. Indeed we have tons of things to replicate from his life. I pray to my Lord to have mercy on me and make me a perfect life partner of my would be wife.

Junk the common factor ..

Among the many things which is common between me and Shahl, is the junk food we consume seldom. Be it Pani puri or something called Pastries etc. But when we eat often remember eachother. While passing by Value Mart to Islamic centre I felt tempted to have some Pani Puri’s. As I progressed having them, I just remembered Shahl, wished she could join me in this chaat session, but had no options rather to eat them alone. But one thing which I always can do is to call her at her cell and update about things at my end. With no delay I just called her and said, “You know Shahl, I just had pani puri, and did missed u, wish you could join me” , “good u seemed to enter in my category now”. Today evening when I called her, she was seen trying pastries, just instantly remarked, “you know Ziya, I was just remembering you, felt ham sath hi khaate”. Though we don’t eat together but yeah do remember and miss eachother while doing such things.. May Allah bring that day near when we can have such stuffs together.. amen.

The facets of life …

Its been long that I jotted down something at my blog. Reasons are countless, right from my visit to her place to till date I had been engrossed with hell lot of problems and issues. With every passing day I am encountering with something new in life, often remember how my Lord has said in His book, ‘Man is made in toil’. I hope these jolts in my life would be instrumental in bringing me close to my Lord. Its high time that I introspect myself and work out something more to get closer to my Lord. Indeed life here at this planet is nothing but a transit period.
Few hearts felt stuffs experiences were, that when I really needed someone with dua and good wishes, I could the person being the harshest person on this earth. Despite me being pleading her to have mercy on my plight, she just kept continuing her harshness, till I winded up my call. As I write these words tears are just seen rolling down my eyes. Indeed we learn a lot with every passing day. May Allah give me all Sabr. Indeed it’s tough but not for the people of faith.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Change



Change is the most constant factor in this world. Life transcends or trails vis-à-vis to the circumstances surrounding them. The post Shahl entry in my life has transformed me to a large extent. Things have gone just out of the way and still seen sprawling off. And there is never a bad time for doing good in life, it has to happen some day, so it did. Though life sound difficult as previously it appeared to be a bed of roses for me, where I happen to be the most carefree person like a bird moving around here and there. Anywaz, thanx to Shahl, things really seems evolving, and soon would tune up with required pace of life. One thing which I need to confess at this juncture is I am pretty unorganized person, though I claim to be a professional working a global company, things at my end really is not that planned happens just out of blue and kept moving just in random. At the same time I must confess things seem to be getting into proper shape.

I could see doing things especially instructed from Shahl these days. I tried applying Mehndi on my hairs, changing my life style. Though she keeps saying, “you are changing just for me dear, sometime it sounds so awkward, while the fact is I am open for all sort of positive changes in life. Time and again she keeps introspects the checks and balances which she has set. And never hesitates to pin point when she discovers me at fault. At times she sound so stubborn coz she has learnt that changing me would be a hard nut crack experience. So she has all reasons to be strict in seeing things happening. Be it my diet or health issues etc. But sometime she gets unnerved feeling may be she has turned to demanding. But its no point worrying this way, coz I am sure whatever she demands is for the betterment of mine and would help me to grow in life inshallah. So all she needs is not to worry about such feelings of her, and keep herself intact with her concerns for me coz I know they are genuine.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Agony …


Past two days had lot of agony within for the reason that I could notice my Shahl pretty different. It just kept me bugging like anything till I get a call from Pooja, enquiring the same thing from me. Some reason I got from her, that made me more tensed and I just rushed to call her. Trying to get the reason I could hardly get any idea of what’s happening, it was just a futile effort, was soon compelled to give up. It was a lost battle soon was engulfed in a feeling which had nothing but of a loser. Soon called up Pooja and updated my unsuccessful endeavor to bring smiles back to Shahl’s face. Pooja was not that happy hearing this, though she promised to call her and revert to her lost state.

As I laid down on my bed, my heart kept haunting me as how come I sleep this way, when my Shahl sounds so low and has some reasons to deject. All I could remember is her sob which I noticed while talking to her. Soon my anguish compelled me to try her again and make a final attempt to see the smile at her face. I really slogged a lot, and eventually to my happiness it paid back. I could see the triumph the moment she declared her normalcy. It takes seconds to realize this, her voice speaks more than her heart speaks, she is so transparent to me, that a single word could make me understand as what’s her mental state is all about.
A trivial seemingly problem really made her fade her mood like this way. It went to such an extent that even Pooja had to face her wrath for committing nothing wrong rather to try to pacify her. And of course I was also seen getting bugged since morning when I tried updating the Mehdi applied to my hairs. My efforts really worked wonder and soon I was seen with lots of smile returning back to my bed and later trying to post something at my blog. Though I wanted to update Pooja but was pretty hesitant to do so as I thought its too late to bug her, hence just SMS’ed her. Hope she has a good morning the moment she rise up.. .

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Worries has no end…


Last two days just passed off with whole of lot anguish as Shahl happen to be the victim of cold and flu. And she had no option rather to dwell in her room all laying down at her bed. Her life was just confined in her room which I call it to be her world where she loves to dwell. Though, she gets in only on getting rid from her busy day long schedule. She has all reasons to be get down to her bed since 36 hours or so, you name any work, she is the one who sounds active doing them, but at the end of the day, the one whom she forgets to take care if of her own selves. I often argue as how could she be a bit careless, but often see myself speechless since she has all valid reasons to make her busy in her life taking care of her parents and family. And frankly, I often envy to her seeing her so active serving her parents as I am the unfortunate soul to do something for my family or parents. But atleast at this juncture I have all reasons to be happy seeing her doing all such things in life.

The day at WNS was full with distress as time and again I miss my Shahl, often wondering as how she really is, I carried my bag with my dairy and often squeezed time to check her in it. Every time I happen to see her I discovered myself more in worries since was helpless that couldn’t even call her and ask as to how is she feeling. Had no option rather to wait till 10 pm though in my break at 8.30pm I came all the way to our lobby where we happen to lock our cell, expecting her call. But wasn’t really surprised to get her call since she took her whole time to relax and get back to normalcy. Just few minutes back when I called her up, she sound good and was trying to get back to daily chores. While I had a long list of instructions which she need to note this time before going back to her world and getting lost doing things of daily bread and butter. All I can do at this moment is to pray for her that O Lord give her all health and she keep herself proving to be the best of the daughter in this world. May Allah shower His floral blessings & fragrance on her and her near ones.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

A silver lining


“Shahl I hope you are aware of this phrase in life, that every cloud has a silver lining”, I posed a message to her while we were in the midst of our chat at yahoo. Hmm.. she replied, and then went ahead and said, “see for me the silver lining is you dear”, she just smiled to this. Though this claim of mine may sound a hyperbole, but trust me when I often sit and have a flash back of one month, I could notice my life so turbulent, but certainly its treading a path towards my stability. And a soul like me who was so carefree and careless sounds so serious in life that it’s hard to digest the same. We often remember 9/11 and its aftermath, as to how things changed after that, but for me its 9/23, which had been so instrumental in making things this way.
When I tried to explain this silver lining kind of thing to Shahl, she preferred staying modest as usual, by saying, “ aisa kuch nahi hai okay, and there is something more good in life to be seen and experience” . she may deny though, but in my heart I know and confess things weren’t so drastic and turbulent in the past as its seems now. I often say to br Salahuddin that I was not like this before, it just like a fantasy kind of thing rather, to which he adds its just a divine thing, give it a proper direction and soon you will be among those who are the most contented people on this earth. Indeed a silver lining for any dark cloud is very significant as it brings new hope, a new aspirations and gives a new life all together, and that’s what Shahl has done in my life.
May Allah help us to be together here and hereafter .. .. Ameen

A new horizon


While talking to Shahl last night, we both really felt one thing. Yesterday was the only day, when we didn’t hear eachother. And we just kept missing, eventually, I was really compelled to pick the phone and call her. Atleast to break the jinx caused owing to the vacuum created. Shahl said, “ you know Ziya, my day starts though in the morning but I desperately wait for 10.30pm when you come back from WNS, SMS me your presence back to home”. These days at WNS has been pretty hectic thanks to the pilot process which sounds more demanding with the passing day. Y’day it was too late when I reached home, 11.00pm perhaps was the first message of mine to her revealing that I am back. These SMS’es or Phone calls have become my practice, as I have no option rather to try them as I am very well aware of the fact that Shahl keep adding her anguish with every passing moment without really hearing from me. And she has all right to lose her patience as we have become too used to our company.

No sooner I come in my home, the first thing I do is start my Comp, meanwhile it boots I make sure I get rid from my drowsiness and just sit over my all time favorite chair. And soon seen shooting SMS’es that I am back from office and that I am all yours now, please feel free to log in at your messenger so we navigate in our company so we relive ourselves from the stressed we indulged followed by a hectic day of ours. And the moment I come, I have all set queries which I need to answer, as if these are your security questions which we encounter while entering into our system for work. 2-3 passwords while you finally get into your work has to be given, then only you have the option to proceed otherwise the access is denied and you are all odd man out. So first thing first, the same is the story with Shahl, I need to answer, that Yes Shahl, I had good food, had proper diet today, etc, and that I am fresh now, and then we navigate with our other discussion in life. While just before writing this piece, I got a call when I revealed to her that I was rather making my mind to jot down this. She instantly remarked, “you just need some topic, and there you are sitting to shell out”. right said Shahl, these days I just keep complementing that is it so, “Ziya that your irresistible feeling for some has made you reach in some other horizon”

Monday, November 06, 2006

How Techi of Me ..


Often it may sound that I write on frivolous issues here at this blog. But what sound weird makes me contented in life. I keep my emotions and feeling pouring here at this web blog. But I guess today what I am going to share wont sound that vague, as it has much on exploring the arena which the Technology has built in the near future. The world of Telecommunication has soared a new height now, and the geographical difference hardly matter anymore now. With the advent of Internet, life has transformed to an infinite extent. I kept exploring the various services provided by MSN and Gmail, and tried discovering as to how fast and effective I could make my communication with her. While sharing her short time research she was curious to know how fast is the world changing. And she had all reasons to feel proud to have techno savvy guy in her life. But frankly, I know how much far do I lag in this arena called Technology, though I happen to be a Mechanical Engineer by chance. But thanks to a Br like Salahuddin, whose obsession with Technology has always helped me to enrich my receptiveness for keeping abreast with the changing pace of life. While she just kept reading my messages with pin drop silence and were really amazed how technology has been always a key player in nourishing our bonds of love and respect. Later remarked, “Man your thirst to communicate with all possible method will never quench”. She is right; she is the one whom I tried to communicate with all possible means, right from snail mails to e mails, to Instant chat to SMS’es to phone calls etc. And now I am working on these Blogs, and trying to explore the method if she could be informed instantly at her Cell the moment I update things here. And my inquisitiveness goes on increasing with the passing day.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Colors have a different world


Shahl has a very good habit of changing color of the fonts while communicating at Yahoo. More often she uses pink, orange, magenta etc. Mostly the light colors. She is just obsessed with them. While trying different shades of Pink, she just asked, “how z this color? Nice na ! , and further she just explained the psychology of colors like a seasoned Psychologist. She said, “Colors has meaning too, in anything you use” she further continued, “It speaks about you your mood and things going within”. She just kept explaining how different color speaks the emotions & temperament of a person. How red has aggressiveness in it, how orange has some exotic stuff within, how the color white comprises of maturity and good conduct in a person, and how pink has a girlish attribute. Green has progress and prosperity, sky blue has love for nature etc.

Listening to the anatomy of Colors with all patience and care, I said, “you know Shahl, I don’t have that understanding of colors”, to which has a standard remark, “tum to ho hi bla bla …” And I had nothing except the fact to accept my ignorance. While concluding words in this topic I added, “You know Shahl, I think I know something about colors and would add it while writing on this topic for our blog”. And my understanding has some slight changes in it. Its about roses with different colors, a white rose has peace, yellow has some friendship kind of feeling, black has more of hatred and arrogance of a person, and red has that love kind of feeling for the person whom you give the rose, while pink says, “you are the most beautiful person I have ever known to”. Well, don’t get shocked okay ? I just squeezed this theory from some movie which I happen to see while traveling in some bus. Though more often I find our Bollywood industry as weird but seldom has it helps to score some point while debating on issues like this with Shahl.

MZK

The height of idleness...


Have you noticed height of craziness of e-mailing? I guess, u all hasn’t. well I could be called as classic example of the same.. I wanted to just update Shahl that I am back from the Nikah and while trying to SMS her from various ID’s of Rediff , I could realize that I exceeded the limits of all my accounts. So what to do ?? I need to create new id to SMS her. Hence with no time, I created few id’s and messaged her using Rediff bol. Soon while waiting to see her online, I thought of trying something crazy. Thought, “Shahl, hardly mails me, how about seeing mails pouring from her ID”, and thus could atleast enjoy the pleasure of seeing mails in my Inbox. My Inbox of Gmail, would feel pride and may enter in the world of privileges. Sound crazy right? Okay that’s the height of idleness, or rather e-idleness. Trying to reach to some height like these is indeed an unbelievable act. And would be really confused whether to laugh or cry over this act of mine...

She was just taken a back when I shared this crazy thing which I did. She had nothing really to react except the fact that, “don’t you feel that u have gone mad, don’t worry you come down to our place we have a good mental hospital” I said, “not really”, just on the verge of losing my mental state. As I write this post, I am convinced that I sound the craziest person in this earth, trying something really the most weird thing in life in the name of creativity or idleness. Perhaps calling my idleness as creativity is nothing but an attempt to justify the act of idiocy which I just kept trying by shooting e mails from those created id’s and replying them as well. How funny na ! but it happens …

Messages …


Just sitting across my comp, I was wondering as to what should I do now, with some work pending I wasn’t so keen in doing them. Then I just clicked one idea, how about browsing some sites on greeting cards and go through the extraordinary, thus averting my maneuver of most awaited Sunday any working professional has in his life. Archiesonline.com happens to be my favorite place where I love to dwell in, spend huge time reading good messages in their flash cards, I often squeeze messages from here to mail my friends on their birthdays or days like these…
While browsing site this time I tried checking messages on love, affection, sentiments etc.. And to my surprise, I discovered the card to the most awesome, content par excellent, and somewhere I found my voice in these messages.. as I read them further all I could see in these messages was nothing but the one in me these days.. thus just felt like sharing these things with Shahl.. hence kept SMS’ing them .. And later just called her to get her reaction.
Luckily, she got them all in a right time, when she was in the midst of some sadness caused owing to some difference with her family member on some petty issue. And finally her all roads lead to me, and I sit with her and listen to her, and soon she is back in normal mode where she often laughs and cracks some prank. Soon she was back in her mood seen giggling and was really happy going through, as she knows it was not just not a message per se but beyond that.. something speaks of me about her and so on ..

Its not something u do, it something u do,
Its you, yourself all the care you bestow sweetheart
Which makes my heart skip a beat

And I feel myself blessed to have you there
Now and forever,
And that’s why u as so special!

Its been like this since we met
I hope this miracle live till we do
My life began the moment,
I met u and everything else is a mirage


If there’s one face
I want to see each day,
My whole life through …
One smile
that makes the difference to
everything I do ..

If there’s one joy,
one love,
from which I never
want to part….

Its you that someone
Special, in my world,
In my life, within
My Heart.
To walk hand in hand,
Sharing a comfortable silence…

To spend Each moment
As if it was
The most
Precious one …

It’s
Sometimes
So unbelievable
To know that
Your stars can
Shine on you
I want to be with you
When the world
Seems too wondrous
To yourself….

When life seems too
Difficult to face alone ….

When you most need,
And want Me,
to be there….

I want to be with you ,
All day

I want to be with you ,
All night

I want to be with you,
Every moment .. forever

Saturday, November 04, 2006

You just need something to write man .. .


There is a chuckle in all my conversation that I often have with Shahl. “You know Ziya, you just need to have a topic to write something or discuss, bas shuru ho jaate ho” she added with a smile. She just kept laughing in my entire telephonic conversation, “tum bhi na hadh ho”. I just keep on hunting for topics and matters to jot down something on her and things pertaining to her life. I am sure if I get the opportunity to present something on her, I can speak or write for hours in a stretch. Words, ideas, etc would be never remaining a dearth for this. This time it’s just her statement, “you just need a topic to talk on” made me sit to jot down for this blog.

I remember the same statement of hers when I was at Ranchi, while passing by the pavement I just clicked the topic on Vinu, discussing the anatomy of the relations she has with Shahl. Sometime she just breaks her head as how I am seen often just sitting with a pen ready to scribble anything in my dairy and share it over here in a form of various posts. Dairies have gone obsolete though, coz of the rampant change in technologies. With the advent of internet media, people like me have entered from a river to an ocean, where expressing one’s emotions is just a child’s play. One can play with words and let the world know as what does he or she feels or thinks. While I preferred being wise here, embracing this technology to express my feeling of warmth for Shahl, thus consolidating our bonds of high resilience.

I guess trying this method, I think I am paying some tribute to my lost Mechanical Engineering as well by using the terminologies learnt in subjects like Strength of material etc. So you see, how true are the words of some Lyrist saying, “baat niklegi to dur talak jayegi” where did I start and I am seen heading to, has no head no tail, this is nothing but a classic example of piece written violating all the reverse or reverse of reverse Pyramid learnt in our Media studies. But one thing is common, that is, My Shahl, despite I being so vague here ..

The list of surprises keeps on adding…..



“Thank you so much”, exclaimed instantly when I called her up after she had a look at my new post here. “Thanks for what dear?” I enquired being all perplexed. I was really surprised hearing that the song which I jotted down at the end of my previous post happens to be her favorite one. And to my shock even I like the same. I just got overjoyed learning this. We just kept discussing the content of the song; it has the theme of friendship, love, and such emotions which has everything constructive. The music used in it was really light and melodious. The various characters which performed in this album Rockford were decent and quiet often modestly dressed. And we just cherished this song together, and I could just notice her ecstatic face, and discover her really happy for the reason that how we both just happen to be so similar.

Music has been my hidden passion; very few people in my circle would really know that I have some knack for something called Music. But I have my own ways and method to enjoy them. We just broke up with this topic as what I and she like in Music. And my surprises just kept on adding. We are just alike in the understanding of it. Our ways and method of loving this goes beyond a general music lover. We both happen to like slow, light, music which needs to have good content and meaning in it. The one which has something called tangible stuff to express it should really refresh while you relax for a while after encountering to some stress in life, rather tempt you to go astray. And that’s where both differ from other people who claim to be Music lover of so called high standard.

While disclosing this hidden liking of mine with her, I just posed saying, “ you know Shahl, I never shared this with anyone except you, that I had been a silent lover of Music for the reason that people would erupt in theological debates and I don’t wana waste my time refuting those, though I am competent enough for the same, but there are certain more serious things to be done in life” she just smiled to this, and said, “see our list of liking just keep on adding”. Soon we reached to a conclusion, indeed our Lord knows the best, and always puts souls of same taste, zest and nature. Indeed marriages are made in heaven though they are arranged on this earth, but every time someone marries the couples are always decided by our lord. So would be we inshallah.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

An architect of par excellence ….


I narrated my experience at WNS last night to Shahl pertaining to the day planner which she designed for me. The entire day was chalked about in a right fashion so as to lead an organized life. And I really needed that coz I know how unprofessional I am when it comes to me… the way I lead my life, the food I consume and time table I follow etc etc. Knowing these all facts of my life, Shahl designed a planer with set of instructions which I need to follow on daily basis. I got its hard copy, kept trying to understand and incorporate in my daily chores, though found it difficult since ‘old habit die hard’, but have no options rather to opt it. Despite being not in mood of having my dinner (I am know for skipping food) last night, I was just compelled to have it, coz Shahl would literally kill me for this offence. And to my utter shock I tried Chicken last night and had enough food doing justice to the time table I got from Shahl.
When shared with Shahl, she was happy hearing this and kept adding, “now you sound like a good boy”, but as I kept sharing things with her I was soon indulged in some more shocks in life. Yeah! Right, she has some other list too.. and she will gradually release them with the coming time.. how I need to dress up, how I need to groom, how should be my hairs, what all I need to do to make it in a proper shape, and many more such stuffs in life.. let me confess at this juncture that I had been very careless and never understood all these things in life, and frankly had hardly any soul to educate me this way.. I kept adding, “you know Shahl, I never had such person who cared for me this way” to which she reacted, “just wait and watch, and you never would know how cool really you were and how pathetic did u really did of yours” …. That’s true I know myself, and I always needed someone like her to tailor me as what I am and help me to be thankful to my Lord by being in a right shape …. All I can call her now is an architect who plans a cottage or castle , shapes in a right fashion, add aesthetics to the same, and keep the ball of beauty, serene, and durability moving all the way for a long run … Keep it up Shahl, I am proud of you ..
As I wind up this post, just discover myself singing a beautiful song of some Album called Rokford of Kay Kay (KK) ....,
Yaro dosti badi hi haseen hai , yeh na ho to bolo yeh kya Zindagee hai….. koi to raazdar …. Yaroo Mohabbat bhi to … yeh na ho kya phir kya Zindagee hai koi to dil bar ho yaar , jis ko tujh se ho pyaar …. Teri har ek burai par daate bhi woh dost .. gham ki ho dhup to saya bane tera woh dost, naache bhi woh teri khushi mein.. .. Yaro…. Tan man kare tujh pe fida mehbub woh palko me jo rakhe tujhe mehboob woh . jis ki wafa tere liye ho .. arrey, Mohabbat to hi bandagi hai …. Koi to dil bar ho yaar …

A high price for high value stuff…


I just kept laughing seeing my telephone bill. But whatever happens, it does work for a good, it has made me more stubborn in life to see things happening. My passion and intensity to get Shahl in my life is really soaring to unimaginable heights. Though it sound blowing off my money, but sometime we need to pay a price to get a valuable stuff in life. I kept wondering, it's high time that my efforts yield some result otherwise it would be a futile endeavor calling all of my near ones to work something for my life. Though for me Money has been a back bencher in life and I really didn’t cared for the same, but still sometime you require them can’t really blow them off in this fashion. Anywaz, how it goes the same way it would revert, all I need is my Lord taking care of mine, that’s more than enough. While disclosing to Sallu bhai and Shahl, both were rather surprised and worried as to how could I manage for the month, I assured Shahl especially, “ you don’t worry, sab theek hoga”, while Sallu bhai added to be patient and sagacious in my life style. I have ample faith in my Lord, and can expect anything and everything from Him, I am sure He is pretty aware of my intentions and certainly would help things to settle down in a right spirit. All I need is Sabr, and what a beautiful attribute is Sabr, it’s a blend of all the 3 P’s in life, i.e. Patience, Perseverance & Prayers. When prayer is called as weapon, perseverance could be called as key to success, while patience could be cited out to be wisdom. Though Sabr is a difficult attribute but not for a person who has faith in His Lord. While talking to Shahl last night, she was often seen worried and slightly distracted all I could say is, “Cheer up dear”. May my Lord make things easy for me…

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Have got a mail…




I was rather amazed & happy as well to see a mail coming from Shahl, as she happens to be a bit Kanjus in using this tool for communication. While the fact is that this tool has been an player of par to help escalate our bond of friendship to new heights. While talking over the phone last time, she just narrated the content of her e mail as to what really compelled her to jot down this e mail. The reasons are various, but primarily, it was meant to educate me about the Meal factor in my life, the time table a healthy man follows to lead a life with a proper shape. She compiled an excellent planner for the day with an array of some guidelines making things easy for me. Made me felt how perfect she being a dietician.

As said in my earlier post, now life of mine not just mine, its being in the process of getting shared to someone called Shahl. Hence I need to take care of this what I had been doing in the past could not be carried forward. It needs a proper direction which can lead you somewhere which has bliss, success, and happiness. And the same principle applies to her life as well, what she had been doing in the past would be rather needs some change, some amendments if I speak in the language of WNS. Coz after all life here in this world is mere a transit period and our vision to be together this way goes beyond this worldly life, we would prefer stay together in Jannah in the hereafter. And I keep asking Shahl, I want you entering in Jannah before me, to which she nods with a smile. And I keep adding indeed Jannah is not easy to get, we need to work a lot, and Allahamdulliah I have chalked out path we need to tread to be among the fortunate, and Mashallah Shahl is competent enough to come out in flying colors. May Allah make things easy for us to enter this Abode called Jannah.

For the believer, it passes like a good night's sleep
His good deeds have been done, the rewards he shall keep
Judgement day will pass like the time for a prayer
At the speed of light he crosses the bridge, thin as a hair
And before he knows it, he is in paradise
Whereas the unbeliever, will be paying his price
This life is a journey, death isn't the end
Real life goes on, so don't just pretend
So prepare now, we're not here to stay
Follow islam, the key is to pray
Brothers and sisters take this advice
You'll be proud of yourself, when in paradise!