Worries has no end…

Last two days just passed off with whole of lot anguish as Shahl happen to be the victim of cold and flu. And she had no option rather to dwell in her room all laying down at her bed. Her life was just confined in her room which I call it to be her world where she loves to dwell. Though, she gets in only on getting rid from her busy day long schedule. She has all reasons to be get down to her bed since 36 hours or so, you name any work, she is the one who sounds active doing them, but at the end of the day, the one whom she forgets to take care if of her own selves. I often argue as how could she be a bit careless, but often see myself speechless since she has all valid reasons to make her busy in her life taking care of her parents and family. And frankly, I often envy to her seeing her so active serving her parents as I am the unfortunate soul to do something for my family or parents. But atleast at this juncture I have all reasons to be happy seeing her doing all such things in life.

The day at WNS was full with distress as time and again I miss my Shahl, often wondering as how she really is, I carried my bag with my dairy and often squeezed time to check her in it. Every time I happen to see her I discovered myself more in worries since was helpless that couldn’t even call her and ask as to how is she feeling. Had no option rather to wait till 10 pm though in my break at 8.30pm I came all the way to our lobby where we happen to lock our cell, expecting her call. But wasn’t really surprised to get her call since she took her whole time to relax and get back to normalcy. Just few minutes back when I called her up, she sound good and was trying to get back to daily chores. While I had a long list of instructions which she need to note this time before going back to her world and getting lost doing things of daily bread and butter. All I can do at this moment is to pray for her that O Lord give her all health and she keep herself proving to be the best of the daughter in this world. May Allah shower His floral blessings & fragrance on her and her near ones.