Agony …

Past two days had lot of agony within for the reason that I could notice my Shahl pretty different. It just kept me bugging like anything till I get a call from Pooja, enquiring the same thing from me. Some reason I got from her, that made me more tensed and I just rushed to call her. Trying to get the reason I could hardly get any idea of what’s happening, it was just a futile effort, was soon compelled to give up. It was a lost battle soon was engulfed in a feeling which had nothing but of a loser. Soon called up Pooja and updated my unsuccessful endeavor to bring smiles back to Shahl’s face. Pooja was not that happy hearing this, though she promised to call her and revert to her lost state.

As I laid down on my bed, my heart kept haunting me as how come I sleep this way, when my Shahl sounds so low and has some reasons to deject. All I could remember is her sob which I noticed while talking to her. Soon my anguish compelled me to try her again and make a final attempt to see the smile at her face. I really slogged a lot, and eventually to my happiness it paid back. I could see the triumph the moment she declared her normalcy. It takes seconds to realize this, her voice speaks more than her heart speaks, she is so transparent to me, that a single word could make me understand as what’s her mental state is all about.

A trivial seemingly problem really made her fade her mood like this way. It went to such an extent that even Pooja had to face her wrath for committing nothing wrong rather to try to pacify her. And of course I was also seen getting bugged since morning when I tried updating the Mehdi applied to my hairs. My efforts really worked wonder and soon I was seen with lots of smile returning back to my bed and later trying to post something at my blog. Though I wanted to update Pooja but was pretty hesitant to do so as I thought its too late to bug her, hence just SMS’ed her. Hope she has a good morning the moment she rise up.. .