I am losing my Bachelor's degree Everyone's invited ...

Dear All...

Salam .. Adaab .. Peace be upon u all ...

Graduates are always bachelors ….. luckily I am not a graduate otherwise would have been always a bachelor …right

Alas ! I am losing my prestigious bachelor's degree, it's late though, but never mind it's better late than never …..
Come one come all…. In my Nikah at Ranchi on dated 25th May 07 … or worse come worse u all join me at my Walima (Reception) atleast …. Plz find the details in the card attached 'invitation' ….

Find me how do u discover me, cursing or rejoicing at my D day …. You know it's said, Shadi woh laddu hai jo khaye … woh bhi pachtaye .. jo na khaye woh bhi … so in any case u have to suffer… so why not have them suffer …LOL ..just kidding … anywaz indeed marriages are considerate resort for bliss & peace… keep praying that it turns the same for me as I claim…. A beautiful resort ..right

By the way if u all want to wish me plz note down my contact numbers … of both at Ranchi or at Nagpur ….
At Ranchi on 25th May 07 … call me at my Sala's (My bro in law) Asif's no 9334327160 or my father in law's no 9905132211 …. Coz may be I may not be accessible at my cell as would be at roaming ….


While at my Walima (reception) … i.e 27th May 07 , u all can feel free to call me at my cell 9322498825
SMS'es are always welcome …

While sisters can note down my Madam's Number Farzana Nigar 9334722078, they can call her without any hassle …
Wasssalam

Regards

Md Ziyaullah Khan

Pune

I miss something in this serenity ...

A huge ocean with roaring sound, clear sky & a stroll over a beach are often a real time experience to share with. And at such a juncture, when you happen to chat or converse with your sweetheart, its really awesome. Taking a long stroll,in the midst of serene atmosphere, so close to nature is a splendid time one can have in life. Yesterday at our team's outing, I happen to be far off from the water, where people found pleasure in drowning inside water bringing down people into it. But, i must confess though I was not their part, still I had enough reason to be a happy man as I could talk to my Shahl for long hours. Though I didn't wanted to be out for any such picnics at this point of time, for the reason that i don't want now to go anywhere without my lady. But, the other side of the coin is, my lady keeps me pushing for such outings, as the days are not far when she ll join me in such places giving things a different color.

But being in her company over the phone I still had all reasons to miss her, as virtually she was at the same far off place. The more I realised the serenity of the surrounding the more i missed her presence with her, but everytime my lady kept things moving, "come on Sona, don't ruin your day, I am there always & soon gonna find your company", at the same time she gives some homework to perform, to explore all nooks and corner where we both would dwell soon and can have the best time together inshallah. I am pretty inquisitive to see those moments in my life , when things around me would appear more exotic & interesting.

My Lady is vexed

Tring, tring.. the ringtone buzzed out, "not again, please" was the gesture of my Shahl staring at her cell phone popping up a misleading name than of mine to confuse others. "You know Ziya, you always look good at your office, sitting across your system breaking your head", she thundered & continued, "at least you dont find reasons to call me every now and then". "Hmm ! right madam", so my lady was vexed owing to the accelerating frequency of my calls which sometimes bugs her at times when she is tied up with her daily chores. "Vexed, what do u mean, sounds something else as you happen to pronounce in different way", she enquired being a little perplexed. "O yeah ! I got it, I exclaimed, "heck man, your head has all junk in it" she posed getting irked. Soon the atmosphere turned jovial and we went ahead laughing & giggling all the time till I winded up. Soon she turned off her cell, so that she could sleep, though this was my so called prudent advice but I didn't knew that I have to suffer for the advising something incredible trying my grey cells. She kept for long & when I called up luckily she had just made her cell back to life & it ranged. She glanced with utter shock & tossed the cell to our all time favourite bhabhi who picked the phone trying pull my leg in a form of catty solicitor trying to interrogate some lethal criminal. But soon we laughed at this unsuccessful venture of her attempt to take me for a ride. Seldom though my lady gets vexed, but its mere superficial since she also loves to get vexed often my growing number of calls.

A step towards legtimicy

A sign of relief, a burden seens lessening, & pressure, anxiety seemings getting down was the talk of the town। Y'day my parents were happenned to reach finally crossing all hurdles in their way which seemed delaying things. Evening when i called Shahl to get the update I was pretty relaxed hearing that all went right, things settled though we both were pretty apprehensive. It was rather implausible to find same Shahl in different mood which had the gleam of happiness, contention & sign of relief. Thanks a lot to my Lord who made things easy, indeed His mercy is beyond imagination.


Intertingly, I happenned to be confirmed at WNS of completing my six months of probabtion period। So this was like having a cake one and eating it two. Two feathers at the same time seemed coming into my cap. Shahl was really happy hearing this news.


Perhaps the most important factor would be that we both have come more near to our legtimacy in our relations called Nikah. Indeed our relations we had right now sounds still controversial for the that its not permissible for two souls of different sex talk for long hours and that too when they happen to be good Muslims, regardless the good or virtuous do we talk. Hence still Br. Salahuddin's remark still echoes in my ear when he gets pained seeing me glued for long hours talking to Shahl. So before my temptation take me for a ride I think i am one step near towards the legtimacy, may Allah forgive my sins. Ameen.

Fear haunts my lady

Today being 8th March , happens to be women's day, but it is more or less a D day for my lady, Shahl. Reasons are ample but prominent is my parent's visit at her place, which has scared her like anything. Y'day while talking to her she almost broke down and it took long to assert her & bring her back to her normal mood. Among all her near ones, I am the only one privileged person whom finds time and space to share or vent out her feelings. She is justified to such a kind of anguish.

As I we look at our graph of our relationship I could notice whole lot of turbulence in the past, and later it seems perpetually elevating. Thus this elevation strengthen her to be steady & calm. But still her worry is valid or genuine as for me being element of this man's world and its pretty difficult to fathom her fear of facing my parents who once upon a time happened to be the opponent of her and her family. But Allah has His own way of sorting out things & soon I could see my parents emerging as the torchbearers of my choice i.e my Shahl.

Precaution is better than cure. i was always seen believing in this axion, and thus practising it with the required spirit too. So with no hesitation i openly announced my apology for any haywire coming from my parents side. The probability sounds diverse, but still has many of the silver linings, and the ray of hope is still evident & i am pretty optimistic that Allah would certainly mould things as per our whims and fancies. Indeed Allah is merciful.

My Prudent Lady

Waif-like, doe-eyed and oozing oomph, is my lady, whom I love to address with names, varying from the one which had from her parents to the ID she kept to some more names keep on popping. The more name do I add, some more dimension do I keep on adding to our bond of love and respect we share for each other. When my heart is filled with ecstasy & joy, her's has couple of feelings more than mine, sounds pretty different though. A blend of love, care, concern, worry, respect, and one can count whole lot of emotions which a human has for his fellow person. These feelings have no end, I could often notice her possessiveness for me, discover her uncompromising when it comes to taking care of me. Seldom does she seems satisfied by the attitude or approach I showcase towards myself. The reason is pretty inevitable, that I act or rather pretend these days to remain callous to myself, for the fact that I have my Shahl to take care of me. Her care remains 24*7 irrespective of the distance we are allocated at this moment.
Y'day night was rather a lenghty session with her. The issue is my menu for a balance diet. She was evident a typical teacher with a stick in her hand, trying all tooth and nail to make me understand the anatomy of diet to remain fit and fine. "You know Shahl, I like you being so strict to me", though she smiled on my remark, but was rather least affected or cajoled by these words. So all vain efforts to appease her & thus to alleviate the session where she seemed a catty teacher, thundering every now and then after every sentence of mine.
At times if I somehow unable to update her about the day's activities, she sounds frenzy & gets enough reasons to take me for a task. She often calls me at my cell to confirm weather it's switched off or not, which eventually proves my presence at office, often waits for my miss call while i leave for the day, otherwise she has all reasons to feel worrisome and insecure. Despite my miss calls & few messages from Rediff bol, she feels uncomfortable & unnerved. Nevertheless, I get unaffected after accomplishing my job of updating things at my end. And no sooner she hears me she turns complacent as she finds me fit and fine right on track. And soon after hearing the day's menu she is the most carefree soul on this planet & soon her eyes gets closed & she enters into her world of sleep as she has nothing to be worried of. So this is how my prudent lady is all about

Dear Shahl.....

As I begin this letter, I could cite out my heart to be the heaviest one, which has couple of guilt of losing the courier, the one which you dispatched going out of the way. It is more or less an ordeal for me missing something which you posted, the which comprised of few cards on two important eve's V day and my B'day which is likely to fall this month end. Such, hard and diligent work of yours going astray is really shameful for me, missing that incredible drawn sketch, those impressions of yours on those cards and some awesome messages especially jotted down for me, which would had made my several days to come. Alas! Nothing could be done except expressing our distress to this fiasco, we really can't undo things, after all life has no retake, and that's the only difference between real life and reel life.

I know you are least bothered to hear or read such long encyclopedia, me describing tons of irrelevant stuffs, rather expressing the moot thing which you really look forward to find in my letters. But unfortunately a lover boy has a dearth of this skill to unveil the spectrum of love & affection as you expect. But no harm in trying, what do you say dear ? okay, let me give a try. You know Shahl, this afternoon when I entered into the world of sleep I could see you coming into my dreams. I could see both of us in some fragrant garden, just at the midst of cluster of the most beautiful flower with sun shinning at the back, it's heat really comforts us as it does in the chilling winter, with green grass enveloped the land where you are seen standing. And yeah! & you seems to be the most gorgeous person as usual I could see you in pink robe, with radiant face, a persona which had the blend of everything. Seen moving with eyes at the entrance, and often glancing at your wrist watch as if pretty inquisitive to see your Mr. Right. The more unease & desperate you were seen the more beauty kept adding on your persona. Just then when you were about to give up your anticipation. I appeared walking in haste with little bouquet in my hand holding with my right hand but my hands seen going back as if face though multiplied the gleam on it but you pretended to lose your anger for this unfortunate delay. I pleaded for a while and you just got delighted seeing those stunning flowers. And soon giggling & smiling thus emerging the most happiest & gorgeous lass on this planet. You know Shahl, you anger for a while and soon turning up to be a happy person reflects your brittle nature, that though you sound at your outer layer but within you are too soft, so your hardness is mere superficial, its just like a glass which sounds hard though, but shatters the moment it falls down. So you being brittle sound hard or rather rough though seldom, but soon your anger or hardness perishes when comes under the contact of a stress or pressure of love and affection especially when its applied by myself.
Soon after you rose up with giggle & laughter I requested you to accept those flowers but I had my own style of presenting them to you. I knee led down got your hand, kissed it and then forwarded those flowers composed into a bouquet with both hands. And at your end you just collected them as if you were too eager to get it from me & then gave your hand to life me up. And soon we were seen walking with hand in hand for a small stroll. The atmosphere around you were the most important & striking source of making thins around fragrant. Soon our stroll followed us to a beautiful lake where we found stairs to sit and chat for long right in the midst of mother nature.
You know Shahl, to be honest the above dreams which I narrated was nothing but fictitious but yeah I had planned all such moments we time and again have them in our life. The dreams weaved would inshallah turn into reality when we came together, soon our tryst forever would certainly witness such loads of events in our life whose memories we would often cherish.
Perhaps, this arbit story might have quenched your thirst to certain extent as you had been expecting such letters from me the day we fall in love with each other. Everytime you received my letter , after reading them you were genuine in cursing me for being so incompetent in jotting down such letters. Anyway, hopefully thi would suffice to some extent though it's too little too late for my Shahl to get this piece.