Dead heart never sob

Dead heart never cries. Unfortunately, despite trying the recitation by Qari Ahmed Ibrahim, which was pretty intense, tears, really didn’t roll down. The Odd night at Ramzan is pretty significant, hence we trio (me, Shahl & Sallu bhai) decided to try listening to these powerful verses of Chapter Al Qiyamah (Resurrection). As I went on listening to these verses with touchy voice of Qari Ibraheem, all I could feel was a fear and soon had to envelop myself to shield from the sudden cold chasing me. The verse, “Then he went to his kinfolk elated with pride. Woe to you, O man! Woe to you. Again woe to you, O man! Woe to you”, really cornered me, made me think where do I really stand, where do I really head to. Another verse warns, “Does man think that he will be left to wander around without any purpose?” indeed we have a purpose on this earth, the transit period of 60 or 70 has something real in life. I wonder what happened to a seasoned Islamist like me, wandering from pillar to post trying weird stuff. My agony ends with these checks kept in these powerful words of my Lord.